Hi everyone! It’s going to be a short update today because it’s past midnight and I need to be up bright and early for my biology mock tomorrow.
Basically, today has been a day full of breakdowns at various times over both biology and chemistry because even though I’ve done so much revision for both of them, I still feel unprepared. I’m not sure whether this is just my panic mode stepping in and trying to mess with me or I really do not know the content after covering it repeatedly, but I’m worried. I feel like I haven’t done enough chemistry questions and I feel like I don’t know enough of the synoptic links that biology will make.
Truly, however, I am trying not to let it get to me because I know I always panic too much and mess up because of that. The reality is, these are mocks, and it’s not the end of the world how I do on them. I think I sound so stupid freaking out over exams but I really can’t help myself, as this is how I feel.
So we are going to remain calm, and we are going to try our best! That’s all anyone can ask of anyone else and how much is this going to matter in 20 years? Certainly not enough to worry about!
So my main goal for tomorrow is to chill right out.
My other goals, however, include:
– Working on some chemistry revision between the two exams
– Doing lots of maths work when I come home
I can’t have such a negative attitude throughout mocks, and if this is me right now then I dread to think about what I’ll be like during the real exam period.
I am going to go to sleep now and hopefully I’ll sleep well, without thinking about exams too much. I try to make it my goal to not think about the day ahead when I lie in bed otherwise I’ll be up all night stressing!
Hope you have all had a lovely weekend and I hope your week is off to a good start tomorrow!