15/5/18

Guys, I have not revised enough for my French exam! I am under some major stress tonight so this update will be very short but I feel so unprepared. It is nearing midnight now and I have been over my IRP and my discussion bullet points for it. I’ve done a bit on some of the speaking cards that other people got too but not a huge amount. I don’t want to stress myself out but I just feel a bit nervous and like anything could come up and I won’t be prepared for it.

I am listening to some sad French music to get in the pensive mood and reflecting on all the French I’ve learnt over these two years. From just writing it down, I know I’ve done a decent amount and I’ll have a few hours tomorrow as well to continue going over things, but at this point we can only hope for the best. Something that quite a few people have said to me in terms of their own revision is that they are hardly going to improve significantly overnight so it’s much easier to let things take their course.

Deep breaths! I am calm. I am collected. It’ll be fine. I really mean that, I mean, how bad could it possibly be; if nothing at all then Mr Examiner must show some kind of mercy for the relentless enthusiasm I intend to display tomorrow. I am going to do a bit more tonight and hopefully head to bead around half 12. I’m the penultimate person to have their exam and honestly I am so ready for it to be over, I think I would have preferred it to be on Monday instead because at least then it would have been out of the way.

Oh, my biology mock wasn’t too great today, by the way. The 9 mark question at the end was very strange and felt 100% made up. I’m so disappointed because certain parts weren’t too bad but others were just so vague, I had no idea what to say. I’m the type of person who needs very detailed explanations of what the mark scheme is looking for before I can even start to formulate an answer.

I don’t even want to think about the chemistry mock on Thursday, especially after the amount of people who have told me it is impossibly difficult. In my bid to take things one at a time, I am going to just focus on French for now and worry about chemistry tomorrow.

My study goals for tomorrow are:
– Do lots of French revision before my exam
– Don’t panic during the exam! Please, for the love of God, don’t panic
– Cram chemistry all night

I can’t even tell you how excited I am going to be to sleep without stress on Thursday night.

Also, tomorrow is not the first day of fasting for Ramadan and it will be on Thursday instead! I’m kind of glad because I can get my exam over with without needing to worry about that. Thursday is going to be an interesting day though.

Thank you all for reading, please send me positive French vibes, and in return, I send you positive vibes for everything you want to achieve. Au revoir!

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